| They don’t understand me
They say I’m corrupt
I’m a helpless teenager who’s
having a hard time growing up
I wanna run away from this place
get away some how
never again see their face
I wanna run and never be found
I curse and I yell
I ask you why
you put me through hell
and make you cry
The crimson slowly seeping through
as it goes deeper and deeper
I know this is what I must do
See what I’ve put you through?
why am I still alive
For you see it’s all my fault
for that I must die
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| What have you done?!?!
Making me feel this way
was that your idea of fun?!?
Is this how I must pay?
Crimson flowing
tears streaming
Deeper, the blade keeps going
Now I'm screaming
The pain is so great
I feel my head start spinning
this masterpiece, did I create
from all this horrid sinning
pools of blood all around
as I wake up
not a soul to be found
is it a dream?
No one's around
I begin to scream
and I hear not a sound
Has my fantasy
finally come true
That I am now gone
away from you?
I feel a cold tear
fall onto my face
she's standing above me
her eyes so full of fear
My best friend, she softly speaks
"You will never be replaced
all of our memories I will keep
safe in my heart, always"
Tears are filling her eyes
"How I wish you didn't have to go away
You had so much to live for....why?
I need you here.... she knows she cannot stay
tears flowing, as she says her final good bye |
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| You caused this pain
You caused my blood to poor
“You’re driving me insane!!”
you are killing my inner core
Taking this blade
Hard against my wrist
the pain begins to fade
as I clench it with my fist
It puts my mind at ease
as my physical pain does increase
Nothing more can please
then my emotional pain ceases
I know it’s only for a short while
it won’t last very long
I want nothing more than to smile
for all this pain to be gone
These are crimson tears that I cry
its because of your disbelief
you cannot understand why
That this pain causes me relief
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| I just want to disappear
With out a trace
away from here
away from this place
My soul is draining
as my blood is raining
You caused theses tears
There's nothing left to hear
I try to explain
but you freak
so I refrain
my words... I will not speak
This is how I feel
completely worthless
trust me it's real
hidden beneath the surface |
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